The Present

For as long as I can remember, a cloud of sadness forms around me as the days get shorter and cooler. I have struggled year after year with some seasonal depression causing me to dread winter. The gray skies. The fridged air. The feeling of being stuck inside day after day. When October hits I begin to feel the heaviness, like a weight pressing that I don't know how to get rid of.

This year as I began to feel the changes outside and within my heart, I whispered prayers to God. Help me, Lord, not get sucked down. Keep my heart and head above the grey clouds.
 
Over the course of the last few days, I have noticed I am more present. I feel the crisp morning air with a new appreciation. The colorful leaves pop as I drive, walk, or look out a window. The smell of apple cider and autumn wind awaken my senses, grounding me in the here and now, the present.

The present, the gift of this very moment. I often miss the present moments because I am distracted. This fall God is teaching me that I can find joy in the present. The changing of seasons doesn't mean I have to dwell on what I do not like. I can be thankful for the abundant, vibrant creation He placed right in front of me, today.

Winter will come, but not yet. Right now the season is fall and I choose to see it. I choose to enjoy it.

Faith Step: What is something you do not like about the season you are in? Ask God to help you renew your mind so you can see the present He has for you.

Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is– His good, perfect, and pleasing will. Romans 12:2 (NIV)

Melissa Schrock is a wife, mom of 4, and the author of the book Released: from dark pit to life with abundant hope. Melissa enjoys using everyday life situations in her writing  to remind us of God's truths.